...Off To Nebraska...

Where are you Christmas?
Why can't I find you?
Why have you gone away?
Where is the laughter you used to bring me?
Why can't I hear music play?

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too?

Where are you Christmas?
Do you remember the one you used to know?
I'm not the same one
See what the time has done
Is that why you have let me go?

Christmas is here
Everywhere
Christmas is here
If you care

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas?
Fill our heart with love...

-L-O-V-E-

God says love should be directed toward others,
The world says love should be directed to ourselves.
God says love is patient and kind,
The world says love satisfies your immediate needs.
God says love is never jealous or envious,
The world says love means you deserve the "BEST".
God says love is never boastful or proud,
The world says love isn't necessary to make people respect you.
God says love is never rude,
The world says love let you act as you please.
God says love does not demand its own way,
The world says love gets in the way of what is in it for me.
God says love is not irritable or touchy and it holds no grudge,
The world says love takes the back seat when it comes to seeking revenge.
God says love rejoices in justice and truth,
The world says love understands evil.
God says love is loyal,
The world says love should be self-serving.
God says love your enemy as yourself,
The worlds says love only if we are first loved by others.

~DOWN & OUT~

When Life is pissing you off or stressing you out.....


Just close your eyes and Sleep~! Zzzzz.....

Empty Me

I've had just enough
Of the spotlight when it burns bright
To see how it gets in the blood
I've tasted my share
Of the sweet life and the wild ride
And found a little is not quite enough
I know how I can stray
And how fast my heart could change

I've seen just enough
Of the quick buys of the best lies
To know how prodigals can be drawn away
I know how I can stray And how fast my heart could change

Cause everything is lesser thing
Compared to You
So I surrender all

Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds onto
Lord, empty me of me so I can be filled with You

The Cute Lil One~!

Love at First Sight

A sad love story..
-cute
-blue eyes
-adorable
-free
--BUT deaf... sad and pitiful!!! :(

If All The World

if all the world were but a room
and I, an inmate in it,
I should sleep day and night
and watch the fan
tracing circles on the wall

if my room were all the world
and I could stay inside it always,
i should sit on my chair
with my mind adrift watch the leaves
as they change

if my room and the world were one and the same
and i could live inside it,
I would drift happy from morning to night
dreaming dreams of dreams
and watching the light
hovering like butterflies
in my brain
shifting and melting
and flowing into the wall

East To West

Here I am Lord and I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight

I know You've cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before You now
As though I've never sinned
But today, I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way

Jesus can You show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
Cause You know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your Truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white
Turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through
To get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel
But by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You
But Your holding on to me
Your holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far
The East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
Cause You know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

The Emptiness of Merdeka

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out 

I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking
It's early morn
The taxi's waiting
He's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go,
I think of you
Every song I sing,
I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

The Journey

Time waits for no one
Sure as the tide pulls the ocean
Sure as the path that's been chosen
Cannot be changed

In my life's destination
I searched for the explanation
For some kind of reason
For my sorrow and pain

But in my isolation
I've learned to listen
To be thankful for the love that I'd been given

This is my Journey
Journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds

This is my journey
And I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough
To lift me up
To bring my dreams alive

In desperation
I swore that never again
Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry

And in the silence of the night time
I came to realize
A sweet inspiration filled my horizon
Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

I'm going to love each moment
Of every day and every night
I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile
For now I realize
I've been given the key to life
I've been kissed by the angel by my side