From The Inside Out

2010-03-28T16:36:00.005-05:00

Blog is in COMA!

(Note:Might not make it to life anymore.
Thanks for following and reading.)

2009-06-18T22:39:00.000-05:00

Let The Games Begin!

2009-06-15T04:49:00.003-05:00

2009-05-16T19:41:00.001-05:00

2009-04-12T22:23:00.000-05:00

When I say... "I am a Christian"

2009-03-31T19:15:00.004-05:00

I'm not shouting, "I'm clean livin'.
" I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven."
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on.
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.
I'm not holier than you.
I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow~!

2009-03-28T01:54:00.005-05:00

TEARS are words from the heart that can't be spoken!

2009-03-18T16:23:00.000-05:00

2009-03-07T12:02:00.001-06:00

Deeply In Love

2009-03-06T14:31:00.003-06:00

In my life You`ve heard me say
I love You
How do I show you it`s true
Hear my heart, it longs for more of You
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

You and I, together forever
Nothing can stand in the way
My love for You
Grows stronger each new day.
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by You
Never will You and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

2009-03-01T22:28:00.001-06:00

Oh lord, You're beautiful
Your face is all I see
For when your eyes are on this child
Your grace abounds to me.

Oh lord, please light the fire
That once burned bright and clean
Replace the lamp of my first love
That burns with holy fear.

I want to take your word and shine it all around
But first help me to just, live it lord
And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown
For my reward is giving glory to You.

Carry Me

2009-02-25T14:25:00.004-06:00

You lead me in to Your courts
Surround me with Your love
I walk with You
I do not fear

You carry me
You are my strength
I've learned to trust in You
And once again
I'm reaching out

In this place
Dreams are made
In this place
Where You are
Carry me here
In Your arms of love
Draw me close to You
I want to be where You are

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2009-01-29T21:04:00.001-06:00

Blessed Birthday~!

2009-01-27T22:59:00.006-06:00

Dearest SYBELLA NG,

Love,
JEREMY :)

2009-01-26T01:25:00.000-06:00

2009-01-23T11:16:00.004-06:00

"Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be open to you."

~Matthew 7:7~

Lead Me To The Cross

2009-01-19T22:04:00.004-06:00

Savior I come
Quiet my soul
Remember
Redemption's hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
Human
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen

To your heart
Lead me to your heart

2009-01-15T17:03:00.001-06:00

Where is the moment when we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

2009-01-14T17:42:00.004-06:00

"I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to give you hope and future."
~Jeremiah 29:11~

The Journey (Chapter 1)

2009-01-04T22:38:00.003-06:00

2009-01-01T17:48:00.004-06:00

I'm casting my cares aside
I'm leaving my past behind
I'm setting my heart and mind on You , Jesus

I putting my fears aside
I'm leaving my doubts behind
I'm giving my hopes and dreams to You, Jesus

I'm reaching my hand to Yours
Believing there's so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good
Yes, it's good

I will stand upon Your truth.
And all my days I'll live for You

Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won't worry about tomorrow
I'm trusting in what You say
Today is the day

...Off To Nebraska...

2008-12-23T00:28:00.006-06:00

2008-12-22T01:35:00.002-06:00

Where are you Christmas?
Why can't I find you?
Why have you gone away?
Where is the laughter you used to bring me?
Why can't I hear music play?

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too?

Where are you Christmas?
Do you remember the one you used to know?
I'm not the same one
See what the time has done
Is that why you have let me go?

Christmas is here
Everywhere
Christmas is here
If you care

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas?
Fill our heart with love...

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-L-O-V-E-

2008-12-13T22:08:00.004-06:00

God says love should be directed toward others,
The world says love should be directed to ourselves.
God says love is patient and kind,
The world says love satisfies your immediate needs.
God says love is never jealous or envious,
The world says love means you deserve the "BEST".
God says love is never boastful or proud,
The world says love isn't necessary to make people respect you.
God says love is never rude,
The world says love let you act as you please.
God says love does not demand its own way,
The world says love gets in the way of what is in it for me.
God says love is not irritable or touchy and it holds no grudge,
The world says love takes the back seat when it comes to seeking revenge.
God says love rejoices in justice and truth,
The world says love understands evil.
God says love is loyal,
The world says love should be self-serving.
God says love your enemy as yourself,
The worlds says love only if we are first loved by others.

2008-12-07T01:49:00.000-06:00

2008-12-07T01:47:00.002-06:00

~DOWN & OUT~

2008-11-29T01:09:00.003-06:00

When Life is pissing you off or stressing you out.....

Just close your eyes and Sleep~! Zzzzz.....

2008-11-19T22:34:00.000-06:00

Empty Me

2008-11-04T16:16:00.002-06:00

I've had just enough
Of the spotlight when it burns bright
To see how it gets in the blood
I've tasted my share
Of the sweet life and the wild ride
And found a little is not quite enough
I know how I can stray
And how fast my heart could change

I've seen just enough
Of the quick buys of the best lies
To know how prodigals can be drawn away
I know how I can stray And how fast my heart could change

Cause everything is lesser thing
Compared to You
So I surrender all

Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds onto
Lord, empty me of me so I can be filled with You

2008-10-07T11:32:00.000-05:00

2008-09-29T01:18:00.001-05:00

The Cute Lil One~!

2008-09-24T00:35:00.002-05:00

2008-09-20T13:12:00.000-05:00

Love at First Sight

2008-09-17T23:42:00.002-05:00

A sad love story..
-cute
-blue eyes
-adorable
-free
--BUT deaf... sad and pitiful!!! :(

If All The World

2008-09-16T11:43:00.003-05:00

if all the world were but a room
and I, an inmate in it,
I should sleep day and night
and watch the fan
tracing circles on the wall

if my room were all the world
and I could stay inside it always,
i should sit on my chair
with my mind adrift watch the leaves
as they change

if my room and the world were one and the same
and i could live inside it,
I would drift happy from morning to night
dreaming dreams of dreams
and watching the light
hovering like butterflies
in my brain
shifting and melting
and flowing into the wall

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2008-09-14T23:44:00.003-05:00

East To West

2008-09-13T22:05:00.002-05:00

Here I am Lord and I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight

I know You've cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before You now
As though I've never sinned
But today, I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way

Jesus can You show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
Cause You know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your Truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white
Turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through
To get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel
But by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You
But Your holding on to me
Your holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far
The East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
Cause You know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

2008-09-13T15:15:00.000-05:00

The Emptiness of Merdeka

2008-09-02T17:44:00.007-05:00

From The Inside Out

2008-09-01T02:28:00.003-05:00

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

2008-08-21T13:43:00.001-05:00

I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane

2008-08-12T11:36:00.009-05:00

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking
It's early morn
The taxi's waiting
He's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go,
I think of you
Every song I sing,
I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

The Journey

2008-07-26T07:34:00.003-05:00

Time waits for no one
Sure as the tide pulls the ocean
Sure as the path that's been chosen
Cannot be changed

In my life's destination
I searched for the explanation
For some kind of reason
For my sorrow and pain

But in my isolation
I've learned to listen
To be thankful for the love that I'd been given

This is my Journey
Journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds

This is my journey
And I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough
To lift me up
To bring my dreams alive

In desperation
I swore that never again
Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry

And in the silence of the night time
I came to realize
A sweet inspiration filled my horizon
Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

I'm going to love each moment
Of every day and every night
I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile
For now I realize
I've been given the key to life
I've been kissed by the angel by my side